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[10 Oct 2004|09:32am] I have a new live journal now... I might use this one again and I might not... but the name to my new one is that has 3 under scores _ _ _ ___saythatagain <3 ya 2_Paint the coast with your smile

[09 Oct 2004|10:31am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Good Charlotte ] Hey guys, I kno that I havnt updated in a while...so here is whats going on with me... So last weekend I went to the river with my youth group..it was so awesome...I spent like the whole weekend with Lana..We went cliff jumping and Lana and I jumped off a 30 ft cliff...It was so awesome...Then we went tubing and we went 45 mph..so much fun..I also went wakeboarding for the first time and I got up..I ate it a few times but it was fun...hehe...the thing that helped me the most was the encouragement from my friends...thanks guys!! This week at school was okay..not my nest week...progress reports are coming out and I am definitly not looking forward to that... :/ So last night I went to the football game and we won...I spent like the whole time with lana and we hung out with Josh and Eric...they were cool..I wish I would have hung out with Bret more tho... Okay now the highlight of my week..My cross country race..we had a dual meet with Grossmont and my goal was to make top 15 and I placed 14th..I was so excited..my time was 17:40 and my time last year was 17:59..so I beat it by 19 seconds..o man that is so awesome...14th out of 35...HECK YES!! :) Well thats all for now..please comment... <333 10_Paint the coast with your smile

YaY..!! [25 Sep 2004|10:11pm] [ mood | excited ] together again.... <3 ya 9_Paint the coast with your smile

TeAr... [25 Sep 2004|08:56pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | none ] Okay, so I thought I didnt want it anymore... but now that he is rele gone I miss it... :'( I have to deal with it tho...I had a bad week and I screwed everything up... Well you kno what they say everyone makes mistakes and somehow you will learn from them... I just dont kno how I will learn from this... I hate it and I feel horrible.. I'm so sorry!! Well I have bee sick this past week.. and yesterday I had to run a cross counrty race...2.5 miles...I thought I was going to die... I survived.. it wasnt my best race but it was ok for being sick.. I guess.. The football game was okay.. We lost.. I would have had a lot more fun if I wasnt so sick and tired...Sorry Bret if I made you feel like you did something wrong... You didnt..it was me I felt like ca ca..lol I can't wait till tomorrow...church and then Lana might come over and if I feel better Tim's party.. YAY!! Comment please.. <333 8_Paint the coast with your smile

hApPy DaYs.... [14 Sep 2004|06:02pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Mest ] So my best guy friend Bret is back from his cruise...which is awesome cause I missed him so much... I was a loner last week without him...I love you Bret!! :) So yea I dropped my chemistry class now I am with my all time favorite Coach Cleves!! He is so awesome...but I am gonna miss having a class with Cisco, Amyee and Kathleen. Well it sux but you gotta do what ya gotta do! I also got a 92% on my algebra 2 test....that is so awesome! My class is mostly juniors and seniors and I got the highest grade out of my whole class... I was so excited! I did my 92 dance...lol you wouldnt get it.... it is an inside joke with my dad!! hehe Well see you at the pole is tomorrow! Hope to see you there... YaY <3 you 5_Paint the coast with your smile

FuN fUn...... [04 Sep 2004|09:53am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | none ] Last night was so much fun.....they football game was awesome cause for one thing we won....and another I got to hangout with like the coolest ppl in the world...MY FRIENDS!!!! Well I had so much fun bowling on Chelsea 's phone with Bret....I beat him 124 to 116...O man I was so excited....but I bet that was a once in a lifetime thing...right Bret...lol After the game all my friends went to Denny's and I ended up going to the dance with Teresa....It was fun...lol (got my freak on) hehe jkjk....no I thought it was fun but I was really tired.... I am now at Teresa's house and we are just hanging out....fun stuff 0o0o yea and my CC meet was good besides the fact that I was in excrusiating pain for 1.6 miles...ahhhhhh....It hurt so bad but I did my best to fight through it and I finished the race...not my best race but it was ok for being injured...I was FAR from last place....so yea... Comment please... 2_Paint the coast with your smile

so..... [02 Sep 2004|09:02pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | none ] So school has started and it is pretty grand....lol..... I have my first Cross Country race tomorrow....I am so excited it is going to be so much fun....Lana and I are going to dress up so cute tomorrow for spirit day....YaY I am so excited..... I got into a huge fight with my two best friends and it was horrible....I just want them to kno that I am so sorry and I am so glad that we are friends again...I love you guys.... There is a football game tomorrow night and it is going to be so much fun...a night of just hanging with my friends and having a good time....I love it!!! Well then I am spending the night at Teresa's and that should be fun...and then another morning of early 8 o'clock practice :( c ya there Lana.... Bret I hope you hve fun on ur cruise we are rele gonna miss ya....luv ya much pal... <3 Megan 1_Paint the coast with your smile

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HoLa... [17 Aug 2004|01:21pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | umm none...I m watchin the olympics ] I have been wanting to up date but I rele don't kno what to say so here are some things going on in my life.... 1) Today...nothing but I woke up at 12:45...yea I was so surprised at the time when I woke up.... 2) Tonite...Cross Country practice...I am so excited that it has finally started...Lots Of Freshman....I am rele excited to have Lana on the team this year..YaY... 3) Tomorrow...I want to go bowling or to the movies...or just hangout with my friends....hehe..then cross country practice again...then Youth Group...YaY 4) Thursday....I have an ortho appointment in the morning...then I have to go to school to fix my schedule because my counselor jacked it up...and then I am hoping to be able to go to the all girls pool party...but I dont kno if I will make it to that....then Cross Country practice again 5) Friday...I have Cross Country practice with Lana...YaY...then we have the all-nighter at church...0o0o man I can't wait for that...it is gonna be so fun...7hrs with my friends...YaY!!! I m so excited... 6) Saturday...I dont think I have any plans...but I want to go to the beach...or do something so call me up... 7) Sunday... Church of course and then probably getting ready to go back to school 8) Monday....school starts at 7:45 O man that is so early....I hope I can stay awake for all of my classes... Well yea that is my plans for the rest of this week...I took this idea from Bret..thanks buddy...hehe well love ya mucho!!! And I hope we have some classes together -Megan- Paint the coast with your smile

ThInGy.... [14 Aug 2004|08:33pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | idk sumthin on the mix Bret burned me ] First True Love: nvr been in love... First Enemy: well i have nvr reele have ever reele had an enemy except for like being mad/sad at people but i get over it and we become good friends... First Time Dying My Hair: in like 8th grade First Formal Dance: 8th grade...but i kinda don't count that so homecoming I guess First Time Breaking A Bone: 7th grade....I broke my pinky finger....hehe ( blue cast ) First Time Getting Really Sick: i dunno....can't remember L A S T Last Cuss Word Uttered: ummmmm.... Last Compliment: my friend told me i was pretty....hehe Last/Current boy/girlfriend: i have nvr had a boyfriend... Last Crush: someone....hehe its a secret Last Time Driving: umm..........like last year at my grandma's house....hehe i almost hit the fence..lol with our big truck... Last Big Car Ride: idk Last Kiss: I have nvr kissed a boy! Last Good Cry: ummmm like a week or less ago Last Movie Seen: A Cinderella Story...Chad Michael Murray...hottie Last Phone Call: my cuz Last Thing Written: on this thingy "cuz" Last Show Watched: a movie..i think Last Time Showered: this morning Last Shoes Worn: my black and white roxy flip flops...I luv those things Last CD Played: umm....a mix that bret made me....thanks buddy i love that CD Last Item Bought: idk Last Disappointment: lets not talk about that Last Annoyance: a week ago or less Last Song You Heard: umm I like it like that (lana ye-yea) hehe....dancing is so much fun with you girl Last Piercing/Tattoo: a long time ago (ears) I AM: hyper....like always I WANT: to go do sumthing I HAVE: a tank top and shorts on...hehe I WISH: I could be with my friends right now I MISS: having lots of money I FEAR: cock roaches....ahhhh I HEAR: my cuz talking on the phone I WONDER: y everything in my life sux right now I REGRET: i dont regret anything...I dont like that word I LOVE: god and my fam I AM NOT: a quiet person...lol....idk what to put I DANCE: with lana...lol in my room I SING: all the time...lol I CRY: whenever i m sad I WRITE: in my live journal and poems in my notebook I CONFUSE: myself lol I SHOULD: be cleaning my room x. you keep a diary: no x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: i dont think so cause i tell lana almost everything... x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no...i dont mind being late x. you bite your fingernails: yea when i am nervous x. you believe in love: not at first sight Who is...? the prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: chad michael murray The weirdest person you know: andres....lol...o man i love that kid the Loudest Person you Know: lana The Person that Knows the Most about you: teresa Most Boring Teacher: Mrs. Strachan my only bad teacher !!! What is... Your most overused phrase on IM: idk....that rele means i dont kno...hehe Last image/thought you go to sleep with: umm idk Your best feature: u answer that when you comment....hehe...remember that when you comment Inside joke: idk i have lots of them....hehe me and lana Do You...? have a(any) crush(es): of course....lol think you've been in love: no u reele can't be in love well real love until u r older like with ur husband want to get married: yes cant wait!!! i want one guy and stick to him for the rest of my life that is wat i m looking forward to lol and not worry about breaking up or going out or ne thing or like ur friend likeing the same guy or people spreading gossip...i agree lana... have any tattoos/where?: nope think you're a health freak: definitly NOT... get along with your parents: not always but i try SCREEN NAMES: i dont want to say bc. people i d k will i m me SIGN: i dont get that game...hehe NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown with blonde highlights EYE COLOR: blue ( FAVORITES ) NUMBER: 7...lana....hehe shhhhh its a secret COLOR: orange DAY: Friday or saturday or sunday during the weekend lol in the summer ummm i d k everyday MONTH: May....birthday....hehe SONG: nuthin but the blood....lol VBS FOOD: almost anything SEASON: SUMMER but i d k lol DRINK: this one orange soda from costco....0o0o man you have to try it...its the best VEGGIE: carrots with ranch ( PREFERENCES ) CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? cuddle....cause i dont kno what making out is like CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk definitly VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate. ( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? no HELPED SOMEONE? yes BOUGHT SOMETHING? no money.....except for the 4 bucks i found in Tilly's.......yea man that was awesome... GONE TO THE MOVIES? no GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes....On the Border with my family...well my second family...hehe SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no TALKED TO AN EX? no i dont have ne EX's MISSED AN EX? ^ WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes...this one...i should be posting any minute...lol HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no....i m not a very serious person...for those of you who kno me best...lol MISSED SOMEONE? yes i always miss someone HUGGED SOMEONE? idk KISSED SOMEONE? never been kissed...hint hint....lol FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no...havnt seen them for 2 days FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no Remember the thing up there that you were suppose to do in ur comment...c'mon you can do it ....even I remembered...hehe -Megan- 3_Paint the coast with your smile

Hummmm......... [12 Aug 2004|11:45pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | none ] Its amazing how things in life can change so fast.... No one understands me.... I just want to say thank you to Junior...you're the best... :) -Megan- 3_Paint the coast with your smile

Stuck in a Bad Situation... [11 Aug 2004|11:39pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | umm none ] I kno that He will lead me down the correct path,He always has. So I asked myself: If He's taken me down the correct path why am I stuck in this situation. Sometimes in the past we make decisions to trust other people with our emotions that only God can handle (at the time anyway). And of course they can't support us like He can so they don't come to our rescue when we trip and stumble, spiritually. And sometimes they go the opposite way..away from me.. That's why I'm backed up into this corner.. Think hard about what I've just shared before you reply to my journal. -Megan- 5_Paint the coast with your smile

YaY tHiS jOuRnAl iS aWeSoMe.... [11 Aug 2004|01:46am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | sumthin on MTV ] hehe 0o0o man I love this new Live journal....Well its not rele new but its awesome....I just want to say thinks to Jeff for making it for me...Thanks for taking the time to do it and for being so patient with me when I was picking colors...hehe!! Ur awesome. Well love ya pal!! I also want to say thanks to Bret for making an atempt to fix it up...I appreciate you trying...love ya like a brudda...hehe Well I am at Teresa's house right now....so yea hehe..... TtYl -Megan- 7_Paint the coast with your smile

fun day.... [09 Aug 2004|10:30pm] [ mood | excited ] hey everyone....Spaz McGee here...lol (inside joke with me Heather and Junior....) Well bowling was awesome with my scores of 62 and 63...YEA....0oo0 yea nad Junior "he's awesome" lol that was so funny.... I cant believe that Junior came back on us the second game...but props to you on ur strikes...hehe....well yea it was so fun!!! :) 0o0o yea I got 2 strikes...lol...YE-YEA I hate the ups and downs of a friendship...especially the downs...they are horrible and yea I would like to clear everything up in one particular friendship....if you ahve any advice on that then comment...and if you are the other person that I am talking about ---- then comment.... Well yea comment pleez.... -Me- 14_Paint the coast with your smile

hey.... [06 Aug 2004|07:17am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | none...Im bored ]   Well I kno that I havn't updated in like forever but hey I am doing it now... Well I am at my Aunt's house right now and I am bored out of my mind...I woke up at the butt crack of dawn and now I can't go back to sleep, so I decided to update....and this stinks she doesn't even have Instant Messenger on her computer so I am rele bored so if you want to talk to me I will be checking this throughout the day and we can chat on here....pleez comment because I am stuck doing nothing in this huge house until 4:00 well I am bored...love ya -Me- 17_Paint the coast with your smile

FuN fUn... [28 Jul 2004|11:42am] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Switchfoot Meant to Live ]   Okay so last night was a blast....I stayed the night at Teresa's house and we had the best time...   When I got to her house we decided to go night swimming and that was super fun...but they have this old wooden bench sitting at the top of their hill that really isn't meant for anything and I glanced up at it and it was totally freaky...the first thing that popped into my head was the movie the RING and I was like AHHHHHHHH and we jumped out of the pool and ran in the house leaving the stereo, the pool light and everything else on outside....when we ran inside the carpet got a lil wet and her Dad flipped out but its all good cause we cleaned it up right away...So we were definitly done swimming for the night!! :)   We were really bored and wanted to go toilet papering but we knew that we would get into a lot of trouble if we snuck out at 1 AM to go toilet papering.....so we made a plan and guess what we did.......we toilet papered her dad's OLD, UGLY, BEAT UP BUG....we hate that stupid thing....so we toilet papered it and it was super fun....we didnt want her dad to get too mad so we left him a note on the side telling him that it was just a joke....and thank God he thought it was funny...hehe   Then the scariest thing happened....there was a huge spider that was hanging from the light in the hallway and it was so scary we almost walked right into it....so we were freaking out and of course we were not going to kill it cause i was definitly not going anywhere near it and I think I can say the same for Teresa....so we woke up her dad and he came down stairs and killed the spider for us...hehe   The next prank was on her sister....ok a hint about her she is totally arachnaphobic so guess what we did...hehe... we wrote her a note that said that there was a spider outside of your room last night and it was huge and then we drew a picture of the spider...hehe it was awesome...we called her this morning and she was not happy about it...lol That was exactly what we wanted to happen..   Then we made a lil hunt for her mom....we left her little notes all over the house...but the thing that we were bummed about was that she didnt find the first one so she didnt find any of them....so we called her in the morning and read her all the notes...hehe   Well that was my night of fun...I hope you had a good night too...Well I really havn't written in a while so comment even if you dont kno what I'm talking about...hehe <3 Megan 2_Paint the coast with your smile

BoReD..... [19 Jul 2004|10:26am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Mest ]   So this has been like the worst weekend of my life.... but I hope that everyone in Mexico is having a good time and getting the work done that needs to be done!! And I feel bad for Taylor who had to come home on the first day because he got CEMENT in his eye.....and now he gets to wear a patch like a pirate....lol !! But anyways I'm excited that they are coming home tomorrow...YaY!!!   This weekend actually turned out ok because I got to hangout with some friends that I dont hangout with too often.... On friday I stayed the night at my friend Teresa's hosue and that was fun we stayed up till 4:30 AM and wole up at like 11:00 AM so that was fun....and then on Saturday we had a BBQ at my house for my brother cause it was his last day visiting us, and the best part about that was that there is food!! lol....then on Sunday I went to church with my friend Jennifer and the church that she goes to is the one that Nathan and Wendy go to now so it was cool that I got to see them....but I was kinda bummed cause I didn't kno that Taylor came home and if I would have gone to my church I could have seen him...but o well....then after church I came home and did my chores and then went to Jennifer's house and we play Mario Party and it was fun...lol we are geeks... Then all the neighbors came over for dinner AGAIN...and again the best part of that was the food lol....then my cousins and I went to the neighbors house and played air hockey for about 2 hours!!   So that was my great weekend....comment if you want.... -Megan- Paint the coast with your smile

I luv it.... [17 Jul 2004|02:04am] [ mood | contemplative ] Do you ever think about about your past and realize you could have done something different? Do you ever think about your future and realize that theres a good chance you won't meet your goals? Do you ever take a step back and think about the present and become disappointed about how you've turned out? welcome to reality! We always get lost in what we want to be now  and become; we forget about life going on aroud us... Written by Teresa 04' <3 Megan 1_Paint the coast with your smile

BoRiNg LiFe..... [16 Jul 2004|10:12pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | umm nothin ]   So I have been so bored lately.......almost all of my friends left for amor this morning :( but I rele hope that they are having fun.....and I'm glad that they have to hearts that they do to care some much not just for themselves but for others who arnt as fortunate as we are....well I love you guys   I'm at Teresa's house  right now having a sleepover and we are having a lot of fun...she spent the night at my house last night, which was the worst nite of my life.....I can believe it I let my mom dye my hair and yea that was a big mistake.....so i looked like a SKUNK....so this morning I went to my aunt's house and she fixed it for me so its all good now....so  thats how I started my day!!! :) Then when that was finished we went wimming and that was SUPER fun....then she had to go to the dentist at 3 so i went home for like a half hour and then guess what I did....I went back to Teresa's for like two and a half hours and then went home for dinner and then we decided to go night swimming which was pretty fun....and while we were in the pool her sis and her sisters boyfriend went to Dairy Queen and got us ice cream....and we ate it all and it was YUMMY I wish you were here so that I could have shared it with you....lol So then her sister  decided to give us facials and that felt good....by the lovely Tonya and b-e-a-utiful Dustin...lol (inside joke) and now we are here now doing a whole lotta nuthin but I'll write tomorrow to tell you what else we did.....kk U were a catapillar w/ 26 legs, now ur a butterfly w/ 6 legs & 2 wings (by the b-e-a-utiful Dustin) lol random (inside joke)   Well comment and tell me how ur day went or about what you are doing tomorrow....luv ya <3 Megan 1_Paint the coast with your smile

BaD dAy.... [14 Jul 2004|04:24pm] [ mood | crushed ] I have ruined everything I messed up a great friendship that I can never get back I wish I could go back into time and change everything I did, and said... I wish I could stop all of the fighting and the feelings These are the worst days of my life and I wish I could erase all of them... :( I ruined the best thing that ever happened to me <3 Megan 11_Paint the coast with your smile

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